Where have all the good things and times gone?
February 7, 2011 Leave a comment
It’s been some time since I realized that a really good thing happened to me.
I wonder why, but I am starting to sense that the good things always evade me for reasons I still do not know.
Up to now, there is this something which I could not find at the moment. For me, it seems that this life is somehow unhappy.
There are unfulfilled thoughts, unfulfilled dreams. The good that has befallen others has already evaded me. If you ask me, this is no good sign of life (if there is indeed life in the first place).
What these aspirations are should be kept secret (or at least told to my mother). Hell, this is one life that needs to be mended.
For always, my mother always comments on my prayer life. She always asks, “When was the last time you prayed?”
“Was it last Sunday?”
I became silent.
You be the judge.